Pain: The Screwed

    I cannot tell you how much pain I'm in right now, b/c trying to fathom it is akin to wishing for the apocalypse - in your head. At around 6:30 something was feeling very off in my mind. I had a vividly successful dream harvesting run, which lead me to an abundance of answers but I'm almost sure this the backlash of me getting so much from my mind. Pain.
    I decided to call into work as I felt very bad, and very off. I don't know how to explain it, but when you know something is wrong, you call things off. Especially when things are wrong with you. As soon as I got off the phone, I passed out again. I woke up about 30 minutes ago to the most abundant amount of pain I have ever felt in one sitting. It felt as if the whole left side of my face was being ripped apart from the inside out. I started crying and punching the wall in anger at how much pain I was in. It ebbed and it flowed kind of like a roller coaster going up and down as my heart beat was throttling along with it.
    Finally after about ten minutes it started to level out to a more even pain centering around my left sinus cavity and left portion of my teeth. Right now my teeth still hurt and so do my sinus cavities on my left side. They hurt like hell, and it feels totally unnatural to say that. I literally just want to rip that side of my face off right now as it doesn't even feel like a portion of my skull. It kind of feels like some dead skin you know is there, but can't do anything about.
    Ok even right now I'm struggling to keep some degree of focus. It's really becoming a very big chore. I have to tell myself the pain is localized and that it can be defeated otherwise it starts spreading. I've never actually had to fight pain from spreading through my body, but as it stands now that's exactly what I'm doing. It is impairing my other faculties quite a bit though. I know picking up objects that require a large amount of dexterity is a no-no right. Also, I have a strong phobia of sunlight, and man alive I don't know why. Not all light, just sunlight. That kind of light is seeming extra, extra, extra bright...and painful.

Sweet relief

    I took four ibuprofens. At once. That seems to have made it stop. Beyond doing great damage to my liver I figure I'll be ok now. My doctor stated that he had lots of similar calls today about sinus pressure, pain, and overall mayhem. Why? BECAUSE IT IS 75 !@@#$% DEGREES IN JANUARY! Your nose is like a barometric pressure sensor. When the temperature and humidity shift rapidly - it causes pain in certain people. People who have large nasal cavities - me - get pains because they were genetically built for arid environments. My nose is built for the desert, or some place hot. I know this. It is a humidifier.
    When the temperature shot up to where it is at right my sinuses didn't know whether to shit or go blind. Expand? Contract? What the hell is going on, and why is it summer time all of a sudden? So my sinuses did both potentially according to my doctor. When they did that, you better believe the price was pain. My teeth still hurt, and my blood vessels around my face are twitching. It feels like someone punched me in the face really hard, and touching it hurts - so I won't be doing that.
    I laid down read some books and listen to some ambient water music which seemed to help a bit. I also found a nice internets movie of a chick reading some poetry naked. That seemed to help relax me a bit too for some odd reason. I'm gonna do some cleaning and writing now, nothing huge. I don't want this to return at any stretch...rubbing my chest feels good for some reason....

Edit five minutes later: I just found another potential answer...a pulled muscle in my chest that leads up to my skull...

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